in dreams~ (pinkorange_red) wrote,
in dreams~
pinkorange_red

Identity

A collection of consecutive nights:

* * * * * * * * * *

I was walking along a wire fence with a sign hanging on it warning of vicious animals. The other side indeed had vicious animals who were growling and barking and chasing me alongside the fence, but their faces appeared sweet and kind, innocent.

I arrived at a city hall type building and went through the front door, but it was not actually a building, just the entrance and the open space on the other side. There was a gathering of people on the other side who had come together to express themselves freely. I was naked and trying to cover myself in a robe. I didn't feel uncomfortable or ashamed of myself, I only covered myself because I feared being thrown out of the event because I was naked. A girl passing through the crowd stepped on my red dress (I wasn't wearing one before, but now I am) and her shoe heel tore it. I shoved her and began to yell at her. Once I was done, I was naked again and in the robe, and relieved that no one caught my actions and kicked me out, because it would be inappropriate to be naked out in public.

* * * * * * * * * * *

Someone I know had been abusive towards me. My family, in attempts of protecting me, took a gun and shot him. It had been on impulse, an accident upon his idle appearance. But he was dead, and there was nothing else to do but pack our bags and go. His body was chopped into pieces and stuffed into a plastic garbage bag. My clothing lay near the blood and the mess, and the bag with his dismembered parts. I chose what I could, and one dress lay directly on it. I held on to the yellow envelope he sent me through the post.

* * * * * * * * * *

I took the life of a child and wandered about into the night. Helicopters searched until they found the one who committed the crime. I wandered about in confusion while someone else took the blame for my killing.

* * * * * * * * * *

I took the life of an old man.


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